Lately all I can think about his abuse. The consequences and how hard it has been, will be and so forth.
I hate that I have to live with this, I hate that it affects my family, I hate that my life could be different... and so on.
I know that this is so important to me, and that there is a time for everything. I just am not sure that it is good to think about only one thing. And I don't know how to figure this out.
I talked to my boss yesterday, and have officially applied to an intermittent FMLA. Which means, I can take time off and be "protected".
I wonder to myself when or how long this will take. Will it ever be over? Will i have peace?
I know that Heavenly Father has blessed me more than I feel deserved. I have had challenges, but not ones that can't be dealt with.
So I will go on. Even if I am distracted.
